This is a little "good bye"

Act I: The end of this way
Well... this will be the last entry in english, because this will also be the last entry as an "english class entry" ... at least by now, there will be more entries in the future.

I enjoyed a lot writing some of the entries, but there were times when I just hated to do it... I mean, there were days when I just wanted to do something else or I just did not like the "topic of the day". I think that if the topic were free to choose and write... I would have enjoyed it a lot more..

As all the things in the life I can not hate or love in its totallity... even if I say that I totally hate or love it... There was good and bad moments writing the blogs entry, and sometimes I wanted so much to write but I hated the fact that this blog is in english...

I do not hate this language, but I love spanish, and I can express myself better in spanish, not because is my native language... I love it because it is really a beautiful language... and is the better language to write from the heart... from my heart...

I do not like so much just write long or short paragraphs just because I "must" write them (in classes is different)... no, I hate it... When I write something I do it because I want, or at least about a topic that I choose to write about, or, at the minimum, I like a little bit...

About my writing skills... well I do not feel that I improved a lot.... maybe I did improve a little bit at my writing, but just because I had to practice it..., and because I forced myself to think and speak in english while I was writing my blog entries..., and because at the other side of the screen (by skype) there was a special person helping me with this... I mean, typing to me in english or giving me the meaning of a couple or words accord to the context of my entry.

I know that is a little unfair to have this little help..., but my classmates used online dictionaries so... I do not feel a drop of guilty..., but, actually, I almost never feel that kind of absurd feelings...


Act II: Before of...
In the future, not so far, before the world comes to its end and all the people pray to their god or gods... okay, yes I am being a little bit dramatic right now, I know...

Well... as I was saying (or writing) in the not so far future I want to include not just blog entries about my opinions of random themes... I want to improve this blog ... I do not know how by now, but I know that I will improve this blog... from level 0 to... level 0,5? hehe... okay no. I am thinking on a higher level than zero and a half, 2 or 3 maybe... ?

Act III: The last words from my heart

I will not cry for the end of the things, I will not pray for these things to come back to the start... I just will be crying inside of my heart when the thing I did lost were something really appreciate to me, or when this "thing" was important in any way... I just will pray to myself, because I am the only one god in my life who can change my own destiny...

All the things in this world “must” or "need" to end someday, all the living creatures "need" to die...
No one will be born, if no one dies, nothing will be created if nothing is destroyed...
I will be not able to write from my heart, if I never stop to write without my heart on it...
The Death, and The Life are connected by chains of blood, and as they are, this ending will be connected with something more, with chains made from my words and thoughts...

I must say "Good Bye" so In the future I would be able to say "Hello"
Good Bye... I will see you in your deepest and darkest dreams...

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(I had some problems to upload this entry...)

Enjoy these songs that I was listening while I wrote this:

My words are my weapons against the stupids

Hi there!
Yesterday I could not upload the blog so...

Well, I have I silly story for you...
A few months ago I started to play a game, about the Middle Earth. The game is in several languages. I play it in spanish, but my city (I have an elven city in that game) is located on one of the english realms, therefore, the realm chat is full of english users and a few of Spanish users.

At first, I did not know very well how to play the game, so, I entered to the chat and asked to other player how to play... He spoke (wrote) me on english and he helped me a lot, his instructions were not very clear, but I understood the sense of them.

A few days later, I discovered a group of spanish users in the same chat and we spoke (wrote) on spanish, because not all of them spoke english. As in all parts of the world, in the chat where a few stupids egomaniacs guys who started to insult to the spanish users because, they can not understand what we were saying, and then they insult us saying that we were inferiors because we were speaking on spanish and not on english...  I did understand all what the egomaniac idiots were saying, I translated their stupid words to spanish, and then I confront them on english, and then I humiliated them in their native language, and then I humiliated them  in spanish, and then an italian girl humiliated them in italian...

I have no idea why I told you that story... but I was so proud of me when I humiliated them in two languages at the same time... I was like a hero to those users who did not spoke English... and the verbal fight was so funny...



Bonus:
I think that I learned most part of I know about english watching subbed movies, and playing games (I mean computer games and online games)... ah! and listening to music.

Bonus 2:
Now I am with the Homestuck stuff, and the whole story is in english so... when yo see it, you will understand what the... duck(?) I am talking about
http://www.mspaintadventures.com/

Holy Grail Tour

November 20th, 2011
Versailles Philharmonic Quintet on (Holy Grail) Tour
Place: Blondie

After two years of dreaming about it... I finally got the chance to assist to one of their concerts...
I finally could hear them on live...
That day... was just too amazing...

They played like gods...
I screamed, I sang with them, I saw them in the eyes...
I just can not describe the concert as well as I wish I could...

I went with one of my dearest friends, Myla (her real name is Constanza, but we call her Mylarha or Myla), when we bought the tickets for the concert we felt like we went to a dark paradise and came back...  just for waiting to see our gods...
I can not tell you about the concert, unfotunately, because I just can not...

But I can tell you that I enjoyed it so much, and I fall in love with their music over and over again. I almost cried when they played "Love will be born again" ... in that moment I did not know so well the lyrics of most part of their songs, but when Kamijo sang... I sang with him... I do not know how I sang if I did not know the lyrics... I just sang with him, and when he looked me (directly to my eyes) I thought "There is the Rose of my dreams, and there is a moment that I will never come to remember like it is, but also I will never forget, I will die missing this ephemeral moment"...

 

 This is the song "Love will be born again" enjoy it