domingo, 30 de junio de 2013

Another Reality

Everynight when I close my eyes I can go to differents places, I can be the real me, and also I can be another me...
The Dreams are not just "the things that happen in the day"... the dreams can be portals to another lands, or windows that show you the future (I mean, the possibilities made by yourself... made of your decisions, your actions, made by everything you do or think... and your mind show you these possibilities into dreams).

I don't think that dreams are just one thing, or that they have only one meaning ...
Dreams are: -a window to the future
                   -portals to another lands
                   -portals to another lifes
                   -a way to move you without the chains called body, time, space, distance, etc
                   -sometimes (or I must to say bored-times) are just the things that you made in the day
                   -a portal to the secrets of your own mind
                   -etc.
No all the people's dreams have the same significance, or are the same thing. Even the dreams of one person have not the same purpose  everynight... Why?  I have no idea.

Personally, I love to dream, because into my dreams I can be my real me, not this piece of human flesh.
I dream everynight, all the people dream everynight... but, sadly, not all the people remember that they dreamed, or what they dreamed... nether me...
Some people tell their dreams to psychologist, or them friends or family... I consider this (in the most cases) a waste of time... I don't consider that just a "professional" can tell you the meaning of your dreams... no, this is a ridiculous idea.
... I don't tell my dreams to another people if it is not necessary...
But sometimes I tell my dreams to a friend who is onvolved into these dreams or who is related to them.
I can't tell my dreams to my family, because they are afraid of these... they feel so much fear when I show them something about my real me... so, I can't tell my dreams to them, because they are just stupid and human flesh without the consciusness of the "real world" ... they just live in the world that the humanity made to be less afraid.


And also, I don't know why the future goals are called dreams... and it doesn't matter to me, is just a waste of my time to think about it, I prefer to see how the trees grow up <sarcasm>.

sábado, 22 de junio de 2013

The Human as a product of...

Hi, there!
Tonight I will tell you about my... favourite? subject (or something like that, actually I have not much to say about this)

Yeah... actually...I am forced to choose a subject (from university), so I choose Anthropology.... why? beacuse I think is an interesting subject, I mean this subject is about the human as a social being.
At the momment we just learned about incest and how ths society influences to the people, in how they express themselves, or how they are on family, etc etc...

This subject is important to me, because I think that society plays an important role in how the people grow up, and how they relate with others... but I don't think that all depends of the society and the culture... is just an important part of us and our lifes, or something like that.

I said that I'm forced to write of any subject, because I have no real predilection for any of the career's subjects by now. Actually, I draw in most part of the class...

Yeah, this is my worst post ever, I know... forgive me D':

So... at least... enjoy this video that I've found tonight

jueves, 13 de junio de 2013

Masquerade

I took this photo on May 4rd, 2013
The blue mask is mine, I bought it on April 6th, on the birthday of one of my friends, because she make a costume party and I went as an aristocrat.
I like it because this image has a deeper meaning to me...
You can see the mask covering my face, you can see me smiling you, while I am dancing, but you can't see what is under the mask, am I a monster or am I a rose? nobody knows.
All is shining in blue, like the stars on the sky by the night, but under this beautiful surface, all is darken than the moonless night.
I look at  the mirror and I love who is looking me back, but in the bottom of my heart I know that all is fake, all my life, and even my face is just a masquerade...
Just an illusion in the desert, all you can see is not like you think...
All is fake, you and me too, all is just a big masquerade...

I am a little lost...

Hello you!
Now I will tell you about video games!...
Actually I don't know a lot about them... I never had either playstation or xbox or any other platform of that kind  (how sad).... though I'll do my best to write this post, and ,at least, I can talk about a couple of things about video games, maybe this entry will be not my best post, or will not have all the topics Miss Clara asked for...

Well, here we go!
Like movies and books, video games have different genres: horror, romance (date games or otome games), shooting, adventure, fantasy, etc.
Each video game is a whole world, and you are just part of these worlds when you play one of them.
I like the video games because you can be a hero, a villain, a pirate, a dragon, anything, you are another person when you play it, you can do things that usually you can not do... you can fly, you can save the world or destroy it... you are not "just you", you are not the boy/girl/woman/man sitting in front of the tv playing a video game... no, you are inside of this amazing (or terrifying) new world...

Now, the sad part of the post... I don't play video games because I don't have any platform



I like it~

We live in a technological world, we use technology everyday and every moment of our lifes, and now, we can't escape of that... we need technology almost as much as we need to breath...
But everyone of us use the technology in different ways, some people need it to keep living, some people use it to work, some of us use it just for fun... but in the bottom, all of us are addict to this... admit it, you too.

In my case, I am a music addict, I need the music... and what is better for someone like me? I mean, I need something that I can to take with me to everyplace I go and I also need that this object can play music in anymomment...so.. I need a mp4! why this and not a mp3? a simple reason: I can watch music videos whith this too

Well, mp4 is not the only piece of technology that I love, but by now, I will tell you about this in particuraly.
I bought my actual mp4 the last year, because I lost the another one that I had. I bought Khaos (it's "his" name... yeah I actually think of it as a person, because I created an OC, original character, based on my mp4) the same day I lost Kurorin (yes, another OC based on an object), because I just can't be (yes, be) one day without music.
As I've said a few moments ago, I use this to listen the music I like, and I use it almost everyday, except  when I use my laptop, because at those moments I listen it from it.

I really love it because I can liste to music all the time: in the subway, in the street, in the university, in my bedroom, in any place I want ...
I don't think that I would die in a world without an mp4... I would die in a world without music at all...

Here are two images, one a photo of the model of the mp4 that I have and the another one is of the OC Khaos (It is kind of weird, because I've made it quickly and finish it a couple of months ago, when I didn't had Tablet <wacom>)