This is a little "good bye"

Act I: The end of this way
Well... this will be the last entry in english, because this will also be the last entry as an "english class entry" ... at least by now, there will be more entries in the future.

I enjoyed a lot writing some of the entries, but there were times when I just hated to do it... I mean, there were days when I just wanted to do something else or I just did not like the "topic of the day". I think that if the topic were free to choose and write... I would have enjoyed it a lot more..

As all the things in the life I can not hate or love in its totallity... even if I say that I totally hate or love it... There was good and bad moments writing the blogs entry, and sometimes I wanted so much to write but I hated the fact that this blog is in english...

I do not hate this language, but I love spanish, and I can express myself better in spanish, not because is my native language... I love it because it is really a beautiful language... and is the better language to write from the heart... from my heart...

I do not like so much just write long or short paragraphs just because I "must" write them (in classes is different)... no, I hate it... When I write something I do it because I want, or at least about a topic that I choose to write about, or, at the minimum, I like a little bit...

About my writing skills... well I do not feel that I improved a lot.... maybe I did improve a little bit at my writing, but just because I had to practice it..., and because I forced myself to think and speak in english while I was writing my blog entries..., and because at the other side of the screen (by skype) there was a special person helping me with this... I mean, typing to me in english or giving me the meaning of a couple or words accord to the context of my entry.

I know that is a little unfair to have this little help..., but my classmates used online dictionaries so... I do not feel a drop of guilty..., but, actually, I almost never feel that kind of absurd feelings...


Act II: Before of...
In the future, not so far, before the world comes to its end and all the people pray to their god or gods... okay, yes I am being a little bit dramatic right now, I know...

Well... as I was saying (or writing) in the not so far future I want to include not just blog entries about my opinions of random themes... I want to improve this blog ... I do not know how by now, but I know that I will improve this blog... from level 0 to... level 0,5? hehe... okay no. I am thinking on a higher level than zero and a half, 2 or 3 maybe... ?

Act III: The last words from my heart

I will not cry for the end of the things, I will not pray for these things to come back to the start... I just will be crying inside of my heart when the thing I did lost were something really appreciate to me, or when this "thing" was important in any way... I just will pray to myself, because I am the only one god in my life who can change my own destiny...

All the things in this world “must” or "need" to end someday, all the living creatures "need" to die...
No one will be born, if no one dies, nothing will be created if nothing is destroyed...
I will be not able to write from my heart, if I never stop to write without my heart on it...
The Death, and The Life are connected by chains of blood, and as they are, this ending will be connected with something more, with chains made from my words and thoughts...

I must say "Good Bye" so In the future I would be able to say "Hello"
Good Bye... I will see you in your deepest and darkest dreams...

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(I had some problems to upload this entry...)

Enjoy these songs that I was listening while I wrote this:

My words are my weapons against the stupids

Hi there!
Yesterday I could not upload the blog so...

Well, I have I silly story for you...
A few months ago I started to play a game, about the Middle Earth. The game is in several languages. I play it in spanish, but my city (I have an elven city in that game) is located on one of the english realms, therefore, the realm chat is full of english users and a few of Spanish users.

At first, I did not know very well how to play the game, so, I entered to the chat and asked to other player how to play... He spoke (wrote) me on english and he helped me a lot, his instructions were not very clear, but I understood the sense of them.

A few days later, I discovered a group of spanish users in the same chat and we spoke (wrote) on spanish, because not all of them spoke english. As in all parts of the world, in the chat where a few stupids egomaniacs guys who started to insult to the spanish users because, they can not understand what we were saying, and then they insult us saying that we were inferiors because we were speaking on spanish and not on english...  I did understand all what the egomaniac idiots were saying, I translated their stupid words to spanish, and then I confront them on english, and then I humiliated them in their native language, and then I humiliated them  in spanish, and then an italian girl humiliated them in italian...

I have no idea why I told you that story... but I was so proud of me when I humiliated them in two languages at the same time... I was like a hero to those users who did not spoke English... and the verbal fight was so funny...



Bonus:
I think that I learned most part of I know about english watching subbed movies, and playing games (I mean computer games and online games)... ah! and listening to music.

Bonus 2:
Now I am with the Homestuck stuff, and the whole story is in english so... when yo see it, you will understand what the... duck(?) I am talking about
http://www.mspaintadventures.com/

Holy Grail Tour

November 20th, 2011
Versailles Philharmonic Quintet on (Holy Grail) Tour
Place: Blondie

After two years of dreaming about it... I finally got the chance to assist to one of their concerts...
I finally could hear them on live...
That day... was just too amazing...

They played like gods...
I screamed, I sang with them, I saw them in the eyes...
I just can not describe the concert as well as I wish I could...

I went with one of my dearest friends, Myla (her real name is Constanza, but we call her Mylarha or Myla), when we bought the tickets for the concert we felt like we went to a dark paradise and came back...  just for waiting to see our gods...
I can not tell you about the concert, unfotunately, because I just can not...

But I can tell you that I enjoyed it so much, and I fall in love with their music over and over again. I almost cried when they played "Love will be born again" ... in that moment I did not know so well the lyrics of most part of their songs, but when Kamijo sang... I sang with him... I do not know how I sang if I did not know the lyrics... I just sang with him, and when he looked me (directly to my eyes) I thought "There is the Rose of my dreams, and there is a moment that I will never come to remember like it is, but also I will never forget, I will die missing this ephemeral moment"...

 

 This is the song "Love will be born again" enjoy it

Another Reality

Everynight when I close my eyes I can go to differents places, I can be the real me, and also I can be another me...
The Dreams are not just "the things that happen in the day"... the dreams can be portals to another lands, or windows that show you the future (I mean, the possibilities made by yourself... made of your decisions, your actions, made by everything you do or think... and your mind show you these possibilities into dreams).

I don't think that dreams are just one thing, or that they have only one meaning ...
Dreams are: -a window to the future
                   -portals to another lands
                   -portals to another lifes
                   -a way to move you without the chains called body, time, space, distance, etc
                   -sometimes (or I must to say bored-times) are just the things that you made in the day
                   -a portal to the secrets of your own mind
                   -etc.
No all the people's dreams have the same significance, or are the same thing. Even the dreams of one person have not the same purpose  everynight... Why?  I have no idea.

Personally, I love to dream, because into my dreams I can be my real me, not this piece of human flesh.
I dream everynight, all the people dream everynight... but, sadly, not all the people remember that they dreamed, or what they dreamed... nether me...
Some people tell their dreams to psychologist, or them friends or family... I consider this (in the most cases) a waste of time... I don't consider that just a "professional" can tell you the meaning of your dreams... no, this is a ridiculous idea.
... I don't tell my dreams to another people if it is not necessary...
But sometimes I tell my dreams to a friend who is onvolved into these dreams or who is related to them.
I can't tell my dreams to my family, because they are afraid of these... they feel so much fear when I show them something about my real me... so, I can't tell my dreams to them, because they are just stupid and human flesh without the consciusness of the "real world" ... they just live in the world that the humanity made to be less afraid.


And also, I don't know why the future goals are called dreams... and it doesn't matter to me, is just a waste of my time to think about it, I prefer to see how the trees grow up <sarcasm>.

The Human as a product of...

Hi, there!
Tonight I will tell you about my... favourite? subject (or something like that, actually I have not much to say about this)

Yeah... actually...I am forced to choose a subject (from university), so I choose Anthropology.... why? beacuse I think is an interesting subject, I mean this subject is about the human as a social being.
At the momment we just learned about incest and how ths society influences to the people, in how they express themselves, or how they are on family, etc etc...

This subject is important to me, because I think that society plays an important role in how the people grow up, and how they relate with others... but I don't think that all depends of the society and the culture... is just an important part of us and our lifes, or something like that.

I said that I'm forced to write of any subject, because I have no real predilection for any of the career's subjects by now. Actually, I draw in most part of the class...

Yeah, this is my worst post ever, I know... forgive me D':

So... at least... enjoy this video that I've found tonight

Masquerade

I took this photo on May 4rd, 2013
The blue mask is mine, I bought it on April 6th, on the birthday of one of my friends, because she make a costume party and I went as an aristocrat.
I like it because this image has a deeper meaning to me...
You can see the mask covering my face, you can see me smiling you, while I am dancing, but you can't see what is under the mask, am I a monster or am I a rose? nobody knows.
All is shining in blue, like the stars on the sky by the night, but under this beautiful surface, all is darken than the moonless night.
I look at  the mirror and I love who is looking me back, but in the bottom of my heart I know that all is fake, all my life, and even my face is just a masquerade...
Just an illusion in the desert, all you can see is not like you think...
All is fake, you and me too, all is just a big masquerade...

I am a little lost...

Hello you!
Now I will tell you about video games!...
Actually I don't know a lot about them... I never had either playstation or xbox or any other platform of that kind  (how sad).... though I'll do my best to write this post, and ,at least, I can talk about a couple of things about video games, maybe this entry will be not my best post, or will not have all the topics Miss Clara asked for...

Well, here we go!
Like movies and books, video games have different genres: horror, romance (date games or otome games), shooting, adventure, fantasy, etc.
Each video game is a whole world, and you are just part of these worlds when you play one of them.
I like the video games because you can be a hero, a villain, a pirate, a dragon, anything, you are another person when you play it, you can do things that usually you can not do... you can fly, you can save the world or destroy it... you are not "just you", you are not the boy/girl/woman/man sitting in front of the tv playing a video game... no, you are inside of this amazing (or terrifying) new world...

Now, the sad part of the post... I don't play video games because I don't have any platform

 

I like it~

We live in a technological world, we use technology everyday and every moment of our lifes, and now, we can't escape of that... we need technology almost as much as we need to breath...
But everyone of us use the technology in different ways, some people need it to keep living, some people use it to work, some of us use it just for fun... but in the bottom, all of us are addict to this... admit it, you too.

In my case, I am a music addict, I need the music... and what is better for someone like me? I mean, I need something that I can to take with me to everyplace I go and I also need that this object can play music in anymomment...so.. I need a mp4! why this and not a mp3? a simple reason: I can watch music videos whith this too

Well, mp4 is not the only piece of technology that I love, but by now, I will tell you about this in particuraly.
I bought my actual mp4 the last year, because I lost the another one that I had. I bought Khaos (it's "his" name... yeah I actually think of it as a person, because I created an OC, original character, based on my mp4) the same day I lost Kurorin (yes, another OC based on an object), because I just can't be (yes, be) one day without music.
As I've said a few moments ago, I use this to listen the music I like, and I use it almost everyday, except  when I use my laptop, because at those moments I listen it from it.

I really love it because I can liste to music all the time: in the subway, in the street, in the university, in my bedroom, in any place I want ...
I don't think that I would die in a world without an mp4... I would die in a world without music at all...

Here are two images, one a photo of the model of the mp4 that I have and the another one is of the OC Khaos (It is kind of weird, because I've made it quickly and finish it a couple of months ago, when I didn't had Tablet <wacom>)

Who said that a singer can't act?

Hello everybody~
Today I will tell you about one of my favourite films: Moon Child.

Genre: Science-fiction, action, drama
Directed by Takahisa Zeze (is known as "one of the four kings of the pink genre"... yes, most part of their movies are Japanese porn).
Screen play by Gackt Camui

Cast:

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• Young Sho : Hongo Kanata
• Sho: Gackt camui
• Kei: Hyde
• Son: Lee Hom Wang
• Yi-che: Zeny Kwok
• Toshi: Tarô Yamamoto
• Shinji: Susumu Terajima

Is 2014 and Japan has an economic collapse and a lot of Japanese leave the country and go to China looking for a better future for their families...
Japanese, Chinese and Korean people live together in Mallepa, a "little" city under the power of the mafia. In this city live Sho, Shinji (his brother) and Toshi (their friend), three Japanese orphan boys who live in the streets of Mallepa. They survive stealing money and food.
One day, they steal a suitcase from a man ... but the owner of this suitcase wants it back, and run after them...
Sho and the others kids run away and try to hide... and in  the alley that Sho use  to hide himself is where he meet a young man that looks more dead than alive... Sho decides to take this young man to the hiding place that he and their friends call home. Shinji and Toshi (in their hiding place) open the suitcase ... and it's full of money!
But they don't know that the owner of the suitcase followed them! This man try to take it back, hurting the kids... but something unexpected occurs, the strange young man saves them... killing the bad guy ...and drinking his blood... "are you afraid?" asks this young man (who is a vampire) to Sho... and the boy just smile to Kei (the vampire).
The time goes on and now we can see a twenty years old Sho, who works with Kei (the vampire) and Toshi, stealing from the Mafia...

Well, this is just the beginning, if you want to know what happen in the rest of the film, then you must to watch it... I only can tell you that in this movie are action, humor and also romance ...

I like this film, because it has everything: a great plot, good actors, vampires, humor and very good soundtracks

(ps: I thought I was upload this in the morning... I swear)

Something new

Hello~
A few days ago I was looking for a digital magazine to read, something related to psychology, because I think I must to know more about my career or about the subjects I am interested, but from the perspective of the psychology... and I found a digital magazine made by people of my own University! It's called "Revista de Psicología" (yes, it has a very creative name <that was sarcasm>).
The magazine I am telling you is completely free! and was made "with the perspective of contribute in the dialogue between another disciplines".
I like this magazine because it's free and you can download the pdf of any article in the magazine.

You can read the articles of the actual number of publication or the articles on the old numbers, besides you can search the articles by the author, by the number or by the tittle...

This is the website of the magazine: http://www.revistapsicologia.uchile.cl/

The Descendants of The Rose: Versailles Philharmonic Quintet

My favourite band (at this moment) is Versailles Philharmonic Quintet, just called by the fans (and the original name of the band) Versailles.

This is a metal symphonic japanese band, that I meet a few years ago. When I listen their music by first time a just think "wow, they are AMAZING"....

One of my best friends make me listen to them, and since this time, I can stop of love that band... I mean... is not only by how sounds their music or by the lyrics... no, I love basically all of them...

The original members of the band are Kamijo (vocalist), Teru (second guitar), Hizaki (first guitar), Yuki (drums) and Jasmine You (bass guitar). They start with the band (called "Versailles") around 2006 Unfortunately, Jasmine You died on 9/august/2009, the band stop all their activity for a time. 

In 2010 they announced the new member of the band (the sixth member, because Jasmine You still being a member): Masashi, on the guitar bass.

Unfortunately, they stop all their activities as a band on 2012 and separate indefinitely... 

I felt so sad when they announced it... this is my favourite band, and my world is not the same without them...

Why I feel that they are a important part of my life? actually,  I don't have any idea... I just know that their music fill a hole in my soul... I feel that their songs express perfectly most part of the things I feel on the deepest of my soul...

They have a lot of beautiful and amazing songs that I just love... One of my favourites songs from this band is "Destiny, The lovers" ... 

This song is so beautiful... The meaning of the song, how Kamijo sings it, how the rest of the band play... You must to listen it and you will understand... I just can't express all that my dark heart feels when I listen it...

(I can't find the video with the english subtitles, so there is the one subbed on spanish )

Hello

Hello, my name is Katherine Delgado, I am eighteen years old, my birthday is on February 26th.
I live in the capital city of Chile, in Santiago, more specifically in Puente Alto. I live in the same place since I was born, and I plan to live there at least seven or eight years more, in my parent's house.
I grew up in a regular family: mother, father and two sisters. Nothing spectacular, nothing bad, just a regular family. The relationship with my sisters is not the best, specially with the elder sister: Patricia. I don't know why, but we are always fighting, sometimes without a reason... we are like the oil and the water.
I studied at two different schools, the first (where I was on kinder and elementary school) was Centro educacional Fernardo de Aragón, and the second was Colegio polivalente Arzobispo Crescente Errázuriz (where I was on high school) from Belén Educa Foundation. Now I am on first year of psychology, on campus Juan Góez Millas,  Universidad de Chile. I really like this place, I mean, there are so many interesting thinks to see or to do...

In my free time I like to read, draw, sing and listen to music (actually I listen to music practically all the day). I hate sunny days... actually I hate excesive lightly days and hot days... I prefer cloudy and cold days...


ps: I don't like to write in english... and I don't like to spend my time in a blog in english... I think that it's a waste of time.  (I know that it sounds a little rude)